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POETRY BOOK I:

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

POEMS, 2001-2019





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Poetry Book I:

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT

POEMS, 2001-2019

Allahabad: Cyberwit. 2019. 120 pages







The poems in this volume have been specially selected and arranged out of more than 700 poems that I have written since 1991 so far, and that are available on my web site at philjohn.com. My poems are sorted into various larger groups and sub-groups, based on a combination of chronology and theme. The poems within this volume are taken from groups 17 and 19-24, and they cover years from 2001-2019.

My thinking and writing is very much influenced by music; which should not be surprising, as music and poetry have always been intimately linked. For this collection, I am following the classic Sonata Form, as follows:

  1. Observations:

    Exposition of Theme 1, which is Nature and Human Id. Early on, Aristotle is invoked, and his thinking about nature and the purpose (telos) of things. I am drawing from visits to London, New York (and refer to Paul Auster’s New York Trilogy), and to Auschwitz, the memorial to the Nazi extermination camp. Alan Ginsberg wrote a poem “A Supermarket in California”, which I contrapose with “A Supermarket in Auschwitz.” My “Animalic Yoga Alphabet” is lighter fare to balance out the darkness, but it is also a comment on the absurd modern commodification of the ancient practice of Yoga.

  2. (Human) Nature:

    Exposition of Theme 2, which is Human Ego in the face of nature. Human beings tend to question the state of things as they are. I am drawing from a collection of four long epic poems that are contained within my first Tetralogy. The excerpts chosen for this volume focus on human suffering, hope and transgressions – namely war, genocide, the Holocaust, and hubris. The realization of the immensity of human crimes should be doubt and humility. The Camel is shown as superior as it is said that it knows all 100 names of god, whereas we humans only know 99. This is a warning not to overestimate our knowledge of the divine order. I will also refer to two episodes from Homer’s Odyssey, one of them the return of Odysseus to his son and wife on Ithaka, after having survived sea monsters like Skylla and Charybdis on his long voyage that had been his punishment by the god Poseidon for defeating the Trojans with his Wooden Horse.

  3. Life and Death:

    Development, part 1, which requires a discussion of religious themes, with established (mostly Catholic Christian) tradition, but then a widening to transcendence and an overcoming of established norms.

  4. Love:

    Development, part 2, which is the answer to the questions posed by 3: Love conquers all, and it must be allowed to conquer all. “We’ll Always Have Paris” quotes the movie Casablanca, whose theme was exile, morality and love in a time of the absolute breakdown of norms and life itself.

  5. Civilization:

    Reprise of Themes 1 and 2, with subthemes from the development portions interwoven throughout.

The excerpt of “Terror Incognitus” (“unknown terror”) chosen for this volume, “Dark Bird Perched,” is dedicated to James Welch, a Native American author from Blackfeet and Gros Vente tribal heritage, and is alluding to the Sand Creek massacre of the Cheyenne and Arapaho people in 1864, and the Wounded Knee massacre on the Lakota Indian Reservation at Pine Ridge in 1890. The “dark bird” may be a raven or crow and is frequently a trickster animal; in this case, overseeing the effects of the genocidal diminishing of America’s indigenous nations, who are still continuing to fight for the survival of their individual cultures and peoples. The use of winter as a sign of discontent is, of course, as old as Shakespeare or older. Rarely, anything is new at all.

Thus in “The Sea at Night,” with “semper crescis / aut decrescis” Fortune’s wheel is invoked, a reminder from the Medieval Carmina Burana that fate favors no one, that everything is cyclical and outside our human control, no matter how much we may desire it to be so.

The aim of Section V is not to pretend that everything now is ok, but to again weave the core topics together to finally end with the realization that nature is always stronger, that we, as human beings, have created a world out of balance, and that our Ego needs to recede, to dissolve almost, so that we discover balance and harmony again, to reject the yoke of an exclusive focus on the material world, and to accept a level of spiritual being that is at one with the world again, while not being unaware of our human imperfections.









Table of Contents:

Introduction

I. OBSERVATIONS

A Moment In Time
London Statues
Syllogy 23: Demons
(excerpt: Fourteenth Demons: Telos / Purpose (Aristotle))
I Saw A Fly
Epiphany
Animalic Yoga Alphabet
A Supermarket In Auschwitz
Auster-Tracing In New York
The City
You Don't Know Me
Life As We Know It
In Itself

II. (HUMAN) NATURE

Syllogy 26: Tetralogy I.1: The Woods
(excerpts: Interlude 4: Out of the Woods; XLVI: Showing)

Syllogy 28: Tetralogy I.2: The Desert
(excerpts: XIX: The Camel; XLI: The Dark; XLVII: Alone; Exit)

Syllogy 30: Tetralogy I.3: The Sea
(excerpts: XXIII: Skylla Flirting with Charybdis; XXVII: Homecoming)

Syllogy 32: Tetralogy I.4: The Stars
(excerpts: Interlude IV: Accelerator; Touchdown)

III. LIFE AND DEATH

Once
Grandfather
Syllogy 35: Pietà
(excerpts: XXX: Revolution; L: Whatever God Is)
Sin
Golden Calf
... To Call God
Syllogy 43: Fear Not
Test
When All Things Fail
Undeniable
Dialing Phone Numbers Of Dead People
Memento Mori
To Be Or Not To Be
All Life Is A Dream

IV. LOVE

Life Before You
Hostile World
I Was Looking For A Poem To Describe What Love Is
U & I
Syllogy 40: Dis/Integration
(excerpts: 63: Love is the Promise; 38: We'll Always Have Paris; 39: Darkness and Light; 40: In Dreams)
Unlimited Love
The New Life

V. CIVILIZATION

Happiness
Transience
Civilization
Animal
Syllogy 34: Terror Incognitus (excerpt: VII. Dark Bird Perched)
Only A Memory
This Ever-Present Adolescence
Families
The Third Coming
Unicorn
The World Is Wrong
The Sea At Night
It's All Just Temporary








Detailed List:

Please Note: The Web Site versions of the poems may differ from the finalized and annotated versions in the book. Regarding the syllogies (longer poems), this book only contains excerpts.

# Y.#Group Series Book Title DateLength
Part I: Observations
44619.07G22 Manas  मनस् S3 Transcend. 16 03/08/09113
66326.11G24 Samsara  संसर S2 Insistences 11 08/28/1650
20913.09G19 Pranah  प्रणः S2 Battlefields 9 09/04/03 10774
21013.10G19 Pranah  प्रणः S3 Links 1 04/13/03 60
24213.42G19 Pranah  प्रणः S4 Renascence 5 12/26/03 703
34316.15G21 Vidyaa  विढ्या S4 Transmigr. 1 10/28/06 163
45519.16G22 Manas  मनस् S3 Transcend. 25 10/16/09117
68828.04G24 Samsara  संसर S3 Negations 15 03/27/18124
68728.03G24 Samsara  संसर S3 Negations 14 03/27/1883
42218.19G22 Manas  मनस् S2 Permutat. 23 07/11/08142
67927.06G24 Samsara  संसर S3 Negations 6 09/02/1722
23013.30G19 Pranah  प्रणः S3 Links 19 07/25/03 155
Part II: (Human) Nature (excerpts from the following)
27514.33G20 Atman  आत्मन् S1 Reminders 23 05/05/05 12365
31515.16G20 Atman  आत्मन् S3 Moments 15 02/04/06 6286
32916.01G21 Vidyaa  विढ्या S2 Transloc. 9 11/24/06 8139
36416.36G21 Vidyaa  विढ्या S4 Transmigr. 13 07/28/08 8247
Part III: Life and Death
16411.19G17 Meditatio S2 Definition 3 09/22/01 134
65926.07G24 Samsara  संसर S2 Insistences 7 07/07/1697
43018.27G22 Manas  मनस् S2 Permutat. 31 12/31/096729
51520.53G23 Dharma  धर्मः S2 Advances 15 08/05/1077
51820.56G23 Dharma  धर्मः S2 Advances 18 08/12/10116
51720.55G23 Dharma  धर्मः S2 Advances 17 08/10/1086
70029.05G24 Samsara  संसर S4 Turnaround 5 12/29/18537
54321.06G23 Dharma  धर्मः S3 Imaginings 5 02/05/1113
46920.07G22 Manas  मनस् S4 Entrenchm. 8 03/13/1051
65626.04G24 Samsara  संसर S2 Insistences 4 05/09/16304
69629.01G24 Samsara  संसर S4 Turnaround 1 01/08/19204
62724.03G23 Dharma  धर्मः S5 Dissolutns. 27 08/02/14371
26914.27G20 Atman  आत्मन् S1 Reminders 17 10/02/04 10
61923.19G23 Dharma  धर्मः S5 Dissolutns. 19 09/03/13103
Part IV: Love
59522.07G23 Dharma  धर्मः S4 Manifestns. 7 05/27/1261
45019.11G22 Manas  मनस् S3 Transcend. 20 10/12/0940
58121.44G23 Dharma  धर्मः S3 Imaginings 43 09/24/1178
66126.09G24 Samsara  संसर S2 Insistences 9 07/26/1697
60022.22G23 Dharma  मनस् S4 Manifestns. 12 12/30/182911
70229.07G24 Samsara  संसर S4 Turnaround 7 01/08/19194
43118.28G22 Manas  मनस् S3 Transcend. 1 11/19/08176
Part V: Civilization
42918.26G22 Manas  मनस् S2 Permutat. 30 10/30/0839
53620.74G23 Dharma  धर्मः S2 Advances 36 12/31/1024
38117.17G22 Manas  मनस् S1 Transubst. 16 03/27/07 13
52220.60G23 Dharma  धर्मः S2 Advances 22 09/27/1028
40017.36G22 Manas  मनस् S1 Transubst. 33 08/03/08 1264
60623.06G23 Dharma  धर्मः S5 Dissolutns. 6 03/07/13103
55821.21G23 Dharma  धर्मः S3 Imaginings 20 03/31/1195
57421.37G23 Dharma  धर्मः S3 Imaginings 36 08/02/1116
54121.04G23 Dharma  धर्मः S3 Imaginings 3 02/05/1155
62524.01G23 Dharma  धर्मः S5 Dissolutns. 25 01/30/1444
69528.11G24 Samsara  संसर S3 Negations 22 12/29/18321
69428.10G24 Samsara  संसर S3 Negations 21 12/12/18138
64825.16G24 Samsara  संसर S1 Transiences 20 09/01/1551