Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS I:THE NEW LIFE
Eichwalde, November 19th, 2008 - P#431
I'm not at peace
I guess
how can anybody
we're amputated egos
it's not that two people
it's that two people
it's what you keep to yourself
it's what you surrender to somebody else
a life
so now
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS II:GREAT MAKER
Eichwalde, December 2nd, 2008 - P#432
just occasionally
somehow, though,
at the end of the day
you know who won in this one instance
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS III:IT HAS TO HAPPEN
Eichwalde, December 5th, 2008 - P#433
it has to happen
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS IV:AMPLIFIED NOISE
Berlin, December 6th, 2008 - P#434
I shall surrender to the music
sometimes
the things as such
just let it be seen
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS V:CATHOLIC BEER
Eichwalde, December 20th, 2008 - P#435
just visualize:
a fat
at peace
for there is always
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS VI:KANT
Eichwalde, December 20th, 2008 - P#436
staying in one place
staying in one place
however then now
how much thought
how much humanity
I cannot
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS VII:THEORY II
Eichwalde, December 20th, 2008 - P#437
in order to see
yet theory
how could I see
can I then
seeing
well, maybe then,
and just as much practice
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS VIII:ACTION
Eichwalde, December 23rd, 2008 - P#438
in a world of words
and be it just
and even though
and the word is made flesh
and things
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS IX:SPECIFICITY
Corvallis, December 31st, 2008 - P#439
in the assumed
we might:
yes, maybe
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS X:FUN WITH SHAKESPEARE
Corvallis, January 4th/5th, 2009 - P#440
Shakespeare
nor others, neither:
Shakespeare
or maybe,
to spell
(nothing in this poem here
in the end,
what's in a name
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XI:EVERLASTING
Eichwalde, January 30th, 2009 - P#441
you know
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XII:VENTURE
Eichwalde, February 18th, 2009 - P#442
venture shall I
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XIII:OPEN HIP TWIST
Eichwalde, March 3rd, 2009 - P#443
how sad
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XIV:MISSING
Eichwalde, March 3rd, 2009 - P#444
the scary thing
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XV:OFF
Eichwalde, March 3rd, 2009 - P#445
ain't it now strange
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XVI:A MOMENT IN TIME
Larnaca, March 8th, 2009 - P#446
the sound of the sea
a dive into the ocean
a day spent with friends
a day spent outside
the smile of a cat
the smile in your face
the briefness of things
how fleeting it all
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XVII:THE LOCATION OF GOD
Larnaca, March 10th, 2009 - P#447
I need no building
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XVIII:THE STRANGEST THING
Eichwalde, March 17th, 2009 - P#448
the strangest thing
that the smallest group
that the focus of life
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XIX:WITH YOU
Eichwalde, May 18th, 2009 - P#449
you know,
so that the thought
for a life shared
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XX:HOSTILE WORLD
Eichwalde, October 12th, 2009 - P#450
I guess
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXI:BEAUTY
Eichwalde, October 15th, 2009 - P#451
beauty
sometimes it can be the saving grace
a tiny flowering plant
a little garden spider
a piece of landscape still unharmed
a single human smile
a cat
sometimes, indeed, it is the little things that are big
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXII:GONE NOW
Eichwalde, October 16th, 2009 - P#452
my mind has left
sometimes
gone fishing
hopefully,
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXIII:SHOWTIME
Eichwalde, October 16th, 2009 - P#453
there are times
shall you now
I know
however,
so, do I play along
I guess, it'll all depend
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXIV:ANY DAY NOW
Eichwalde, October 16th, 2009 - P#454
a writer
yet who is reading?
instant gratification
otherwise,
is work in obscurity
(anyone
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXV:A SUPERMARKET IN AUSCHWITZ
Eichwalde, October 16th, 2009 - P#455
from the depths of history past,
I saw you, Allen Ginsberg,
for don't you see,
the new market-place
you can very much buy
in Auschwitz,
so I am giddy to report:
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXVI:LESS PREMATURE REMARKS
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXVII:THE UNIQUENESS OF LOVE
Eichwalde, October 28th, 2009 - P#457
love
while you may indeed
the one you love
I see no way
life
love is unique
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXVIII:BEING AND FULLNESS:
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXIX:SLEEP WORK
Eichwalde, December 22nd, 2009 - P#459
I am rather annoyed
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Phil John Kneis:
मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXX:I DO NOT KNOW
Eichwalde, December 25th, 2009 - P#460
I do not know
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Phil John Kneis:
SYLLOGY XXXVI:मनस् (MANAS) - TRANSCENDENTALS XXXI:
Eichwalde, Corvallis, December 20rd, 2009 - August 4, 2014 - P#461
EXPOSITION:
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here,
there is a path
//
in all our
///?
the things sublime
///
life's not eas'ly flowing here
sometimes,
of pleasure and pain all
// //
all these generalities
for we can only understand the particular
I think I can feel it now
// / //
this feeling
pondering all this,
where does this draw power from,
well, we do spray our little lawns against
and occasionally,
do we not also
have grown too accustomed we
maybe I need
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I: IN THE DITCH
here I am now
like soon-to-be roadkill
so, how the Jackson did we get here? II: JAYWALKING THE FREEWAY
gotta pass gotta get over gotta succeed
there are no real barriers to this small section of life
here, the city
gotta go
the drivers looked more scared than me, actually
III: THE OTHER SIDE
to be honest
there's plenty of highly evolved
let's go figure,
I am looking back
I am looking back
a culture that's already immature
when I grow up
we are still waiting
meanwhile, I am confused
but maybe
rushing out
IV: IRREALITY
some roads are real
allons-y V: MEANDERING
let us rest now for a little while
maybe now
I don't know what to say, actually
how else
have we not built
we fuel our lives
can keep we the fire
little apes are we
is VI: BLUNDERING
we do not know
we may guess
should we
VII: ASCENT
now that we've cleared
are there stairs? an escalator? an elevator? a lift?
we could go around
a strangest lure:
there is a mountain in sight
even?
could we even
could we even
could we even
could we even
it has been some time
imagine a future of humanity we
VIII: INEBRIATE/DELIBERATE
we still can dream
but whatever is made
a moment of pretension
maybe
a moment of spontaneity
both
would you really like to
IX: SOMETIMES, PERHAPS
sometimes
some people
indeed?
top
there surely are those
(hush)
how can I now
I may not
or
should I pretend
perhaps what more terrible word has ever been spoken?
I sincerely believe
X: WALK AWAY
am I
I don't care
and no:
whatever that means
I believe
something has happened here
for anyone
so let us follow back to the road:
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am I
maybe then
right now |
XI: UPON A HILL
we've all hoped
and here we are
theory
XII: CLOUDS
amidst our lofty de-libations
XIII: DESCENT
sometimes
and yet
but the road seems different
XIV: AS IF
it seems as if
I apologize for the inconvenience,
I am sure
no, entertainment is an empty concept:
a wonder
garbage (on the couch) in
focus group shmokus group
anyway
life
don't you want to
as if
it is about whether you can accept a proposition
the entire world could be there for your understanding and amusement
maybe this here exercise
nevertheless
XV: SPIRITED, SOMEHOW
how could I give up?
maybe, indeed, insanity is the repetition of things
and yet:
and double-yet:
I can end it any day
surely, we're not the first or only ones to suffer
XVI: LITTLE BLUE DOTS
cannot quite
XVII: CUT OFF
do I now
to what
I know I have to
need to stop
but where
must have
I know I will have to wash the berries
the benevolence of nature
the allure of the untamed
how I do adore the songs of these here birds
though I miss these rock pigeon sounds
and most of all,
does this make sense? XVIII: RELATIVE
happiness
it all depends
all this XIX: OBSCURITY
I do blend in
here, I'm just an insignificant part
obscured
XX: RETREAT
I suddenly realize
they should be left to be themselves
everybody talks
yet he built a cabin
he knew:
we've become something else
we only can take with us
and we cannot go home again
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some ways
some roads
some trips
or to somewhere
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XXI: CONTROL
I guess,
XXII: THE RIGHT MIND
XXIII: OUTSIDE
how much can you know another person? XXIV: INSIDE
how much can you know yourself? XXV: FREUDIAN SOLITUDE
and so it appears
while the rational
in ratio, we will, shalt not dare
dreams
we
XXVI: HO EROS TOU THANATOU
[Tsunami hits Japan 03/11/11, 8.9 Richter scale of destruction]
in the face of all that destruction
swimming in the waves
akin to a cosmic joke
and yet:
we've named all the creatures and plants
our history
and should we not?
(the most impressive dominator of the earth has been the dinosaurs)
(but still)
(insects, algae, single-celled ones)
in our totalitarian embrace of all life
the psycho-analysis
humankind's folly
maybe, we, ourselves,
and then, one word just suffices:
we are, of course, completely screwed up
XXVII: MANIFEST
this is simply the way it is
XXVIII: DESTINY
there is a path
salvation's just
don't see you
go for it.
XXIX: MISSION
sending ye out
how come
XXX: CUSTERFUCK
Custer -
this is complicated?
you have this guy
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the id
should I not be on the road to sanity?
wash your hand, dear
some day
id still lingers
and see,
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XXXI: HOPE
it all begins
who would quite start out
no, even the most dreadful of desires
hope
right now
just as the Templars
just like the hope of a dictator
there's systems aplenty
just like the priests of various missing confessions
hope,
how about that
and yet:
XXXI: FAITH
faith
I do not like emperors without clothes
faith
only in critical interplay
XXXI: LOVE
you would
ideally,
to few, a reality,
and yet,
the builders
Moses very much knew this XXXI: UTOPIA
oh,
is there not a way
XXXI: ATLANTIS
and then, there will be the naysayers
XXXI: AND THEN, THE GOD SAID...
We do not know how the god decided in the battle between Ancient Athens and Atlantis. We can only guess that Plato did not want us to know, and have us guess, and through guessing, arrive at the truth. Maybe he just thought, fuck it, this is not working. Had Sid Meyer invented Civilization back then already, who knows - Plato may have just started yet another game. Maybe I should too. Be my own deus ex machina. Am I? XXXI: THE GOOD FIGHT
as the world is turning
"fortune rota volvitur:
XXXI: HELL ON EARTH
so maybe
XXXI: CIRCLE
somehow
I'm human
in this labyrinth of life
and now
are we coming
and what a simple circle it is:
all that has meaning now
the rest
I may well hope
but which time
in the end,
given that death is inevitable
it may have been a circle that has ended now
"O Fortuna,
XXXI: ROADBLOCK
I've
this is where all poetry stops:
sometimes,
nature doesn't care
are we at the outs?
so, maybe,
for we are surely on the path
for this is where all our civilizational hope
WE SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF OURSELVES |
the oldest question, seemingly
what is it you do
as there always has to be a why
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XLI: HOME AGAIN
I'm home again
for all our voyages
and unless we confront the demons from the past
we seem to be needing
how can you not be cynical
things here want to be easy now
we need all the stories
for we all
well, let me be an idealist for just a minute
at the end of the day,
XLII: NEVER HOME EVER: THE ROAD ACROSS THE SEA
this is not my original home
XLIII: RISE AND FALL
is there not
seems it now
XLIV: WANT WITHOUT WANTING
wanting something in itself
XLV: HAVE WITHOUT HAVING
can truly we have
XLVI: THE IMPERIAL TRAVELLER
maybe we're having too much:
I've always loved maps
I have been thinking in maps
it has become so normal:
some appear, rise, shrink, disappear
sometimes, I see the attraction
of rising powers, growing dominions
it's so easy, you see? so clean, analytical, detached
and I am quite now enjoying the imperial fruit:
I can conquer on my own all my personal white spots on the map:
when travel I through Roma Aeterna
strange, how I don't want any part of how this came to be:
XLVII: STAYING POWER
life's full of options, they say
XLVIII: ONE BY ONE
being means choices
IL: LETTING GO
here I am now
L: IMPERFECTION
sometimes
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pondering all this,
make of this
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