Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS I:POIÊTES INTERRUPTUS
Corvallis, January 1st, 2017 - P#674
Ideally,
what though, if said poetry gets to be written much more sparsely
what is a poet
what is a writer
does it at all matter
I'd just be happy for the benefit of a doubt
How does this happen? the poet acts? poięsis is making? what am I making? how am I acting? Maybe
If you have a poet with a proven track record of doing some poeting
can the absence of poetry can still be poetry?
a performance of nothingness, a nothingness that matters?
maybe a picture could be illustrative
It reads: "This here was once, and still is, or could be, a poet. Earning nothing but artistic nothingness."
Or:
Are you now,
Poesia interrupta Poetes interruptus? Clearly, I don't know what to do here anymore, and this by all means should be declared a low point in this poet's little inconsequential artistic life. Best not to be read at all, and heck no, do not even think about it, no, shush, no. What are you looking at still? |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS II:STRANGE ENCOUNTERS
Corvallis, January 7th, 2017 - P#675
You tend to Meet Strange people On your journey
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS III:LORD OF HOSTS
Rome, March 26th, 2017 - P#676
Let me praise the Lord of hosts in Rome
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS IV:WHAT WE CAN DO
Corvallis, July 8th, 2017 - P#677
we can only do
it is fleeting
what is waste?
you can return home
everything else is just
we are moving
going
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS V:SCREAM I MIGHT JUST
Corvallis, August 3rd, 2017 - P#678
scream I might just
In the right I am
but one thing's true
and yet, how do we now
get going on
maybe - not - and might
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS VI:LIFE AS WE KNOW IT
Corvallis, September 2nd, 2017 - P#679
life as we know it
for we know nothing
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS VII:HOME, AGAIN
Olympia, WA, September 3rd, 2017 - P#680
a notion of nostalgia
seeing a picture
and yet,
but how I long
and yet I know
what I retain
farther
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS VIII:MY VOICE
Olympia, WA, September 3rd, 2017 - P#681
I'm trying to recover
a voice of my own
something I once aspired to
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS IX:HOTEL
Olympia, WA, September 3rd, 2017 - P#682
there is a bed here
and so I am torturing the empty page
how spoiled to be able to travel
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS X:I MEANT TO SAY SOMETHING
Corvallis, September 8th, 2017 - P#683
now it's gone
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XI:ALL JUST NOISE
Corvallis, September 8th, 2017 - P#684
need to shut it off
it is a lie
except
celebrate
the analysis
the work
the pain, and the dissonance
switch it off
give space to the brain
people matter
discourse matters
WE ARE ALL THE SAME
stop with the juvenilia
good grief,
manufactured dissent, yes, Dr. Chomsky, for once I agree with you
this is the Matrix now
thus I'll stay a prisoner
and all I can do
with truest admonishing modernism,
"Turning and turning in the widening gyre
Oh geez, let's hope not
and personally, a second coming
time to unplug,
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XII:I SPLIT MY SELF IN TWO
Corvallis, January 1st, 2018 - P#685
I split my self in two
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XIII:CLOSED-UP WORDS
Corvallis, January 10th, 2018 - P#686
I need to tell you something
you already have an advantage over those
too much now, I fear
and yet,
you see, we seem to believe
yet in all this urgency,
for the past is prolog
we can well hope
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XIV:THE CITY
New York, NY, March 27th, 2017 - P#687
trains never sleep
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XV:AUSTER-TRACING IN NEW YORK
New York, NY, March 27th, 2018 - P#688
I gave up after a few blocks
but I clearly can see the method
of course I traced the map in the book
but I do see
who or what might we find
somebody may be watching me
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XVI:WELCOME BACK
Corvallis, March 27rd, 2018 - P#689
welcome back
always lurking
alone, in the house, in the home that should be home
if the home
for it can never be just home
but let me tell you
oh, were it only so simple
I scour the land
all my life here,
will it have been an experiment?
I say I want to be here
Without my +1,
It is not getting any easier
Can you transplant the East German to America? |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XVII:IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE, 3:15 AM
Corvallis, July 18th, 2018 - P#690
standing
sleepless
is this here
I am confused.
no answer on that. |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XVIII:SADDEST DISTANCE
Eichwalde, August 11th, 2018 - P#691
not everything
life is just moments
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XIX:HAPPY TIMES
Corvallis, November 14th, 2018 - P#692
what a sacrilege.
and yet. I feel so guilty. I'm happy. These are the happiest years of my life.
I dare not say it, dare not speak it,
you are without doubt
to be this happy is almost criminal in these times,
and I will be joining you
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XX:HELLO AND GOODBYE
Corvallis, December 16th, 2018 - P#693
Every Hello Will become a goodbye Eventually
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XXI:THE SEA AT NIGHT
Lincoln City, OR, December 12th, 2018 - P#694
waves breaking in the darkness
Have to step back
I guess the moon is stronger
The gulls are nervous
I see the waves
tiny me
always coming
semper crescis
we really have no clue
the gulls are grinning at me in the dark
nature always knows |
Phil John Kneis:
SYLLOGY XLII:संसर (SAMSARA) - NEGATIONS XXII:
Corvallis, July 18th - December 29th, 2018 - P#695
I
I am sensing a certain sense of a sense that something is off
the world is wrong
the world is not a good place
it is not
outmaneuvered, not defeated -
only a matter of time II
maybe though
badly fitting in
not doing them the way they are
we've outgrown the garden
ain't we to blame then?
III
yet no matter what you believe
this is
these are our genes
this is our history
these are our
to blame us ourselves
the world is wrong
because that is the only way it works
so that we
just bit
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