Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES I:MEHOW
Corvallis, July 26th, 2014 - P#629
I am just alone so
Imagining strange animals within my words.
looking for meaning
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES II:HOW CAN I LEAVE THIS PLACE
Corvallis, August 26th, 2014 - P#630
how can I leave this place
and yet,
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES III:NORMAL
Corvallis, November 11th, 2014 - P#631
did it really just happen?
can I really be
is it really so
phases of life are
you almost always
and yet, there's such confusion about them
the circle of life
but the biggest surprise,
a tough pill to swallow,
and yet, it is, apparently,
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES IV:IT HAUNTS ME
Corvallis, November 30th, 2014 - P#632
it haunts me
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES V:MOVING ALONG
Corvallis, January 25th, 2015 - P#633
time moves ahead
what is a year
all there is,
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES VI:THE WORLD'S WITHOUT END
Corvallis, March 1st, 2015 - P#634
When I grew up, I was told a nice story.
Once all this world came crushing down (1984 plus five)
Justice for all.
There have been so many tomorrows. And there have been so many achievements. And yet, the horizon is still not reached. Maybe, beyond the rainbow? Maybe, in the undiscovered country? Hope dies last.
the world is without end
once we were happy,
so, it seems, every generation has to rediscover
All else is hubris. All there is, simply is.
World without end.
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES VII:FORMER ARTIST
Corvallis, March 10th, 2015 - P#635
I feel that routine has taken over
Only through perseverance, duty and fear
And art? For starving artists? I do not want to starve. Am I starving my art instead? |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES VIII:CREATURE OF THE NIGHT
Corvallis, March 10th, 2015 - P#636
the night is young
I used to think that,
now, forced to work in daylight
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES IX:AN ORDINARY LIFE (PART 1)
Corvallis, March 11th, 2015 - P#637
Ordinary;
How shall I know? |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES X:AN ORDINARY LIFE (PART 2)
Corvallis, March 15th, 2015 - P#638
all this complaining about
we're all so spoiled |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XI:POETRY VAMPIRE
Corvallis, April 12th, 2015 - P#639
I have made a terrible mistake.
the assumption:
it follows:
the challenge:
it follows:
I should function as a poet
there is love
a philosophy, a love of wisdom
simply,
a life without poetry is possible
*Vicco von Bülow, a.k.a. Loriot, German comedian of everyday life, 1923-2011. Loriot has famously said "Life without a pug is possible, but meaningless." Loriot's humor was deeply subversive and highly critical of (petit) bourgeouis values and philosophy - the same values Hannah Arendt famously saw as causes for National Socialism. Loriot showed the absurdity of Prussian values, of authoritarianism, of duty and following the rules without questioning - but he always did it in a loving and gentle way - with a touch of sexual subversion, and a twinkle in the eye. |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XII:EVERYTHING CHANGES
Corvallis, April 12th, 2015 - P#640
we are not children anymore
we are building "professional lives", "careers"
we build a family amongst all unpredictability
but we are happy, finally
when will we wake up? |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XIII:END LIFE CRISIS
Corvallis, April 18th, 2015 - P#641
just cleared out contacts from my database
do I really have a new life now? or is it just a stage before the end?
migration means loss
cleaning out lists of people I knew
I am already thinking
it takes only a few more people for me to lose
this world,
the die is cast;
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XIV:JUST STOP
Warm Springs, OR, May 10th, 2015 - P#642
the constant barrage
I just need quiet
as I get old
things need to calm down
life needs to stop
make
let
so that, eventually,
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XV:WHEN YOU AGE
Corvallis, June 3rd, 2015 - P#643
When you age, people assume you are grown up, you have matured. Yet you are just the same child inside, the same scared child, because even though time moved on, it moved on faster than you would have liked. When you see an old person, you really see a young person in an old person's mask - but the mask cannot be taken off anymore. All the fragility, all the fear, all the uncertainty, it is still there - and getting worse. |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XVI:THE PREFERRED STATE
Corvallis, June 17th, 2015 - P#644
the preferred state
for it is about freedom
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XVII:THEY'RE WATCHING ME
Corvallis, July 12th, 2015 - P#645
they're watching me
in moments like these,
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XVIII:LINGERING FEELING
Corvallis, August 7th, 2015 - P#646
there is the lingering feeling
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XIX:YOU JUST GO ON
Corvallis, August 15th, 2015 - P#647
you need a purpose
moments of transformation
I have transformed;
I am old now
you just go on |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XX:IT'S ALL JUST TEMPORARY
Corvallis, September 1st, 2015 - P#648
you may well think
it's all just temporary
and enjoy it while it lasts it's always way too short |
Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XXI:THE LITTLE THINGS
Corvallis, September 2nd, 2015 - P#649
the little things
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XXIII:GHOSTS
Corvallis, September 20, 2015 - P#650
some of my once dearest friends
all of them important once,
my life's not quite complete
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XXII:NIGHTFALL
Corvallis, October 10, 2015 - P#651
what poems may well emerge in the deep of the night
my strangest, unexpected life
the words are coming slowly so
does an artist find their art
whatever this is:
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Phil John Kneis:
संसर (SAMSARA) - TRANSIENCES XXIV:IN THE DARKNESS BUT
Corvallis, December 28, 2015 - P#652
in the darkness but
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