Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS I:THE DEEPEST LOVE
Corvallis, April 23th, 2021 - P#751
the deepest love
I'm not possessed
I simply am
we did not meet
and so we are
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS II:ONE MOMENT IN TIME
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS III:THIS ENDLESS AND MADDENING TIME
Corvallis, July 12th, 2021 - P#753
this endless and maddening time
all in its waking state
goes all to nothingness
as truth and lie here all combine
all we know and all we lack
and in its wake
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS IV:TO UNDERSTAND THE WORLD
Corvallis, August 20th, 2021 - P#754
how it would be
are choosing we
in joy and in pain,
in this all-twisted world
the path of life
now, seeing all this,
once knowledge we choose,
or should we yield to ignorance,
and once we are done,
just like moments in time,
to understand the world
and that which is eternal,
so that something survives
for the idea
and yet
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS V:ALL CHILDISH THINGS
Corvallis, September 12th, 2021 - P#755
as you grow older
to give up
strangely though
shall not proceed I
shall not embrace I
shall not resist I then
for I will frankly tell you
as I proceed along the path of my life
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS VI:CRISIS AND DYSPHORIA
Corvallis, September 25th, 2021 - P#756
I need this feeling
for life
there may well be good reasons here,
this crisis
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS VII:ADULTHOOD
Corvallis, October 16th, 2021 - P#757
not a very poetic title
do I know what that is?
do we ever?
for deep down,
and as we give in
Does adulthood lack poetry?
or is this lack
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS VIII:IF ONLY EVER
Corvallis, October 16th, 2021 - P#758
if only ever
if only ever
if only ever
if only ever
if only ever
if only ever
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS IX:ANSWERS
Corvallis, October 16th, 2021 - P#759
I have all the answers
some of the answers
dead is dead
I know
whether there is anything
I miss
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS X:DIALLING PHONE NUMBERS
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XI:ALL OUR RELATIONS
Corvallis, October 16th, 2021 - P#761
friends are not returning calls
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XII:LOVE IS NOT TRIVIAL
Corvallis, October 24th, 2021 - P#762
love is not trivial
love
love is in details
too often now,
and yet, the world is what we let it be:
to want for love
while cynicism has its place,
but without love,
love
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XIII:CAT II
Corvallis, October 28th, 2021 - P#763
(see also: Part I) if ever there was perfection in sleep, a cat has mastered it. |
Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XIV:NIGHT & DAY
Corvallis, October 28th, 2021 - P#764
when we head into our night
our senses will betray us
can we see the path ahead?
will our dreams astray us lead?
nights hold shadows deep and dark
as well, in light, there's darkness waiting in the wings
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XV:THE PATH
Corvallis, October 28th, 2021 - P#765
For JMS
what truth there is
what path here lies
what purpose be here
all here is
plan we may, and hope, and dream
a path unseen
for if we knew
so now,
to walk the path
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XVI:MY REST SHALL COME
Corvallis, November 10th-27th, 2021 - P#766
that feeling
late
alone
worries enter my soul, no, they have never left
in these years of pain
but now, at night,
there's death here, waiting with me,
and so, relieved
that thought somehow here comforts me
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XVII:AS WE HEAD DOWN THE ABYSS
Corvallis, November 22nd-27th, 2021 - P#767
as we head down the abyss,
will we now, or will we e'er
gravity is innocent,
as we head down the abyss
then perchance this must so be
should we end, on us it be:
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XVIII:NOT YET, MY DEAR
Corvallis, December 4th, 2021 - P#768
I do not know how this should be
when I think of my life - those of us survivors, that is:
and still
I assume we're still alive, or not?
certainly, we are:
I used to believe this was healthy I do not know now anymore when I think of your life -
we do not know how this should be
but not now
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XIXPRETEND WE
Corvallis, December 8th-30th, 2021 - P#769
pretend we
pretend we
pretend we
pretend we
pretend we
pretend we
pretend we may
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XX:ALL WILL HURT
Corvallis, December 12th, 2021 - P#770
and just like this
so just like this
thus in the nows to trust
my love shall live
for hurt us, they all
vulnerant omnes,
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XXI:FOR ALL THAT ARE LOST
Corvallis, December 30th, 2021 - P#771
for all that are lost
for all that are lost
for all that are lost
for all that are lost,
for all that are lost
for all that are lost
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Phil John Kneis:
योग (YOGA) - DISRUPTIONS XXII:SYLLOGY XLVII:
Corvallis, Feb 21-March 26, 2022 - P#772
EXPOSITION:
INVOCATIO
nunc est hora
VARIATIO PRIMA:/
in the madness of the current world
to finish our affairs right here
but what if the end of the world
but what if the end of the world
things go on and on and on
nothing here
so is it us
so is it us
see:
madness
all this
pretend we
and yet
thus in the madness of the current world
and as we falter in this -
we need to remember:
live
it is the now
in all this madness
for now
VARIATIO SECVNDA:
now's the time
for moments are fragile
for comes the hour
the choices you have,
we think we have time
VARIATIO TERTIA:
in all our miseries
if unable we seem
or maybe,
what a piece of work
pretend-gods are we
yet time will tell us all most clearly
in all our miseries
they say,
mortality is an invitation
EXVOCATIO
now is the hour
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