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Phil John Kneis:
MUTATIO - INTENTIONS I:
UNDERTAKINGS
Eichwalde, August 3rd, 1998 - P#86
I.
Against all the asking,
Beyond all the masking
Of all that's around me
Of all that's within me
I try to define it,
I try not to wake it,
The fate that will lead me,
The fate which will drive me.
II.
How ever I'm searching,
Where ever I'm reaching,
What ever I'm asking,
When ever I'm seeking -
The answers come slowly
And never come fully -
Just slow is the river
That leads us, but whither?
III.
Comes slowly the thinking,
Too slow I am sinking
In truth and in knowing,
Am endlessly rowing
On streams that are crying,
On paths that seem dying,
On roads that seem ending,
On truths that seem bending.
IV.
The sounds of the river
Would give me a shiver
Of joy and salvation,
Of fear and negation;
In all this sensation
My anticipation
Stays lonely, awaiting
What time is creating.
V.
The tasks are appearing,
The risks I am fearing,
But feeling a guidance,
A slight interference,
A hand that is holding
Just mine while unfolding
The basics of living
And pleasure of giving.
VI.
Don't fear now the coming,
The truth is too stunning,
The fate is my brother,
Knows me like no other,
And now starts believing,
No more empty grieving,
Just now am I being,
The All I am seeing.
April 4th, 1999
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