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2. Quotes
2.1. Morris / The Store
(Vanity)
" [Morris:] 'For what I worked so hard for? Where is my youth, where did it go?' The years had passed without profit or pity. Who could he blame?
What fate didn't do to him he had done to himself. The right thing was to make the right choice but he made the wrong. Even when it was
right it was wrong. To understand why, you needed an education but he had none. All he knew was he wanted better but had not after all these
years learned how to get it. Luck was a gift. Karp had it [..] Life was meager, the world changed for the worse. America had become
too complicated. One man counted for nothing. There were too many stores, depressions, anxieties. What had he escaped to here?" [Malamud 249]
(The Store)
"In a store you were intombed. / A store is a prison." [Malamud 4/37]
(Desperation)
"I gave away my life for nothing. It was the thunderous truth." [Malamud 273]
(Desperation/America)
"The boss of the agency, a man with a broad back and a fat rear, holding a dead cigar butt between stubby fingers, had his heavy foot on a
chair as he talked in a low voice to two gray-hatted Filipinos. Seeing Morris on the bench he called out,
'Whaddye want, pop?' 'Nothing. I sit on account I am tired.' 'Go home,' said the boss. He went downstairs and had coffee at a dish-laden
table in the Automat. America." [Malamud 106f]
(Karp)
"For some reason that was not clear to him Karp liked Morris to like him." [Malamud 181]
2.2. Suffering / Jewishness
(Being a Jew)
"What kind of a man did you have to be born to shut yourself up in an overgrown coffin and never once during the day,
so help you, outside of going for your Yiddish newspaper, poke your beak out of the door for say a snootful of air? The answer wasn't hard
to say --- you had to be a Jew. They were born prisoners. That was what Morris was, with his deadly patience, or endurance, or
whatever the hell it was" [Malamud 102f]
(Jewish Law)
"What I worry is to follow the Jewish Law [..] This means to do what is right, to be honest, to be good. This means to other people.
Our life is hard enough. Why should we hurt somebody else? For everybody should be the best, not only for you or me. We ain't animals.
This is why we need the Law. This is what a Jew believes." [Malamud 149f]
(Suffer for Whom)
"[Morris:] 'If you live, you suffer. Some people suffer more, but not because they want. But I think if a Jew don't suffer for the Law,
he will suffer for nothing.' 'What do you suffer for, Morris?' Frank said. 'I suffer for you,' Morris said calmly. [..] 'What do you mean?'
'I mean you suffer for me'" [Malamud 150]
(Morris' Jewishness)
"When a Jew dies, who asks if he is a Jew? He is a Jew, we don't ask. There are many ways to be a Jew. So if somebody comes to me and says,
'Rabbi, shall we call such a man Jewish who lived and worked among the gentiles and sold them pig meat, trayfe, that we don't eat it, and
not once in twenty years comes inside a synagogue, is such a man a Jew, Rabbi?' To him I will say, 'Yes, Morris Bober was to me a true Jew
because he lived in the Jewish experience, which he remembered, and with the Jewish heart.' Maybe not to our formal tradition --- for this
I don't excuse him --- but he was true to the spirit of our life --- to want for others that which he wants also for himself. He followed
the Law which God gave to Moses on Sinai and told him to bring to the people. He suffered, he endured, but with hope." [Malamud 276f]
(Prison Motif)
"Perhaps I use this metaphor [prison motif] for the dilemma of all men: necessity, whose bars we look through and try not to see.
Social injustice, apathy, ignorance. The personal prison of entrapment in past experience, guilt, obsession --- the somewhat blind or
blinded self, in other words. A man has to construct, invent his freedom. Imagination helps. A truly great man or woman extends it for
others in the process of creating his/her own." [Bernard Malamud, quoted from: Daniel Stern. "The Art of Fiction: Bernard
Malamud." Paris Review Ib (Spring 1975), 56. in: Abramson 30]
2.3. Frank & Helen
(Frank's Guilt)
"He felt very bad. He wanted her but the facts made a terrible construction. They were Jews and he was not, [..] He had nothing,
a backbreaking past, had committed a crime against her old man, and in spite of his touchy conscience, was stealing from him too.
How complicated could impossible get? [...] So the confession had to come first --- this stuck like a bone through the neck." [Malamud 106f]
(Masks & Pretentions)
"He was not the kind of man she wanted to be in love with. She made that very clear to herself, for among his other disadvantages
there was something about him, evasive, hidden. He sometimes appeared to be more than he was, sometimes less. His aspirations, she sensed,
were somehow apart from the self he presented normally when he wasn't trying, though he was always more or less trying; therefore when he
was trying less. She could not quite explain this to herself, for if he could make himself seem better, broader, wiser when he tried,
then he had these things in him because you couldn't make them out of nothing. There was more to him than his appearance. Still, he hid
what he had and he hid what he hadn't. With one hand the magician showed his cards, with the other he turned them into smoke. At the very
minute he was revealing himself, saying who he was, he made you wonder if it was true. You looked into mirrors and saw mirrors and didn't
know what was right or real or important. She had gradually got the feeling that he only pretended to be frank about himself, that in
telling so much about his experiences, his trick was to hide his true self. Maybe not purposely --- maybe he had no idea he was doing it."
[Malamud 145f]
(His Change)
"The stranger had changed, grown unstrange. That was the clue to what was happening to her [..] If he was hiding anything, she thought, it was
his past pain, his orphanhood and consequent suffering. [..] She felt she had changed him and this affected her." [Malamud 157]
(Religion)
"Was it more important to insist a man's religious beliefs be exactly hers (if it was a question of religion), or that the two of them have
in common ideals, a desire to keep love in their lives, and to preserve in every possible way what was best in themselves?" [Malamud 160]
(Desperation)
"He just wanted to run. But while he was running, he wanted to be back. He wanted to be back with Helen, to be forgiven. It wasn't asking
too much. People forgave people --- who else? He could explain if she would listen. Explaining was a way of getting close to somebody you
had hurt; as if in hurting them you were giving them a reason to love you. [..] Oh, Jesus, what did I do? He moaned; had got instead of a
happy ending, a bad smell. If he could root out what he had done, smash and destroy it; but it was done, beyond him to undo. It was where
he could never lay hands on it any more --- in his stinking mind. His thoughts would forever suffocate him. He had failed once too often.
He should somewhere have stopped and changed the way he was going, his luck, himself, stopped hating the world, got a decent education,
a job, a nice girl. He had lived without will, betrayed every good intention." [Malamud 210f]
(Atonement)
"The wrong he had done her was never out of his mind. He hadn't intended wrong but he had done it; now he intended right. He would do
anything she wanted, and if she wanted nothing he would do something, what he should do; and he would do it all on his own will,
nobody pushing him but himself. He would do it with discipline and with love." [Malamud 106f]
(Bible)
"To keep from getting nervous he took out a book he was reading. It was the Bible and he sometimes thought there were parts of it he could have
written himself." [Malamud 296]
(The End)
"One day in April Frank went to the hospital and had himself circumcised. For a couple of days he dragged himself around with a pain between
his legs. The pain enraged and inspired him. After Passover he became a Jew." [Malamud 297]
2.4. Buddhism / Hinduism
(Suffering: Buddhism)
"Früher und heute, Mönche, lehre ich nur eins: Das Leiden und des Leidens Aufhebung." [Majjhimanikaya 22 I. quoted from: Schumann 115]
(Suffering/Equanimity: Hinduism)
"[..] Das unbeständige Erscheinen von Glück und Leid und ihr Verschwinden im Laufe der Zeit gleichen dem Kommen und Gehen von Sommer
und Winter. Sie entstehen durch Sinneswahrnehmung [..], und man muß lernen, sie zu dulden, ohne sich verwirren zu lassen. / [..]
Wer sich durch Glück und Leid nicht stören läßt, sondern in beidem stetig ist, eignet sich gewiß dazu, Befreiung zu erlangen." [Bhagavad-Gita 2.15-2.16]
2.4. Judeo-Christian Belief
(Suffering/Reconciliation)
"For we are suffering because of our own sins. And if our living Lord is angry for a while, to rebuke and discipline us, he will again be
reconciled with his own servants. But you, unholy wretch, you most defiled of all men, do not be elated in vain and puffed up by uncertain
hopes, when you raise your hand against the children of heaven. You have not yet escaped the judgement of the almighty, all-seeing God. For
our brothers after enduring a brief suffering have drunk of everflowing life under God's covenant; but you, by the judgement of God, will
receive just punishment for your arrogance." [2~Maccabees 7,32-36]
(Trial)
"And the Lord said to Satan, 'have you considered my servant Job, that there is none like him on the earth, a blameless and upright man,
who fears God and turns away from evil?' Then Satan answered the Lord, 'Does Job fear God for nought? Hast thou not put a hedge about him
and his house and all that he has, on every side? Thou hast blessed the work of his hands, and his possessions have increased in the land.
But put forth thy hand now, and touch all that he has, and he will curse thee to thy face.' And the Lord said to Satan, 'Behold, all that
he has is in your power; only upon himself do not put forth your hand.'" [Job 1,9-12]
(Yoke upon Man)
"Much labor was created for every man, and a heavy yoke is upon the sons of Adam, from the day they come forth from their mother's womb
till the day they return to the mother of all." [Ecclesiasticus/Sirach 40,1]
(Justice/Judgement)
"When a righteous man turns away from his righteousness and commits iniquity, he shall die for it; for the iniquity which he has committed
he shall die. Again, when a wicked man turns away from wickedness he has committed and does what is lawful and right, he shall save his life.
Because he considered and turned away from all the transgressions which he had committed, he shall surely live, he shall not die. Yet the house
of Israel says, 'The way of the Lord is not just.' O house of Israel, are my ways not just? Is it not your ways that are not just? Therefore
I will judge you, O house of Israel, every one according to his ways, says the Lord God. Repent and turn from all your transgressions,
lest iniquity be your ruin. Cast away from you all the transgressions which you have committed against me, and get yourselves a new heart and
a new spirit! Why will you die, O house of Israel? 'For I have no pleasure in the death of any one, says the Lord God; so turn, and live." [Ezekiel 18,26-32]
(Stronghold/Shepherd)
"The Lord is a stronghold for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. And those who know thy name put their trust in thee, for
thou, O Lord, hast not forsaken those who seek thee. / The Lod is my shepherd, I shall not want; he makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters, he restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake." [Psalms 9,9-10 / 23,1-3]
(Refuge/Deliverance)
"Many are the afflictions of the righteous; but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken.
Evil shall slay the wicked; and those who hate the righteous will be condemned. The Lord redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take
refuge in him will be condemned." [Psalm 34,19-22]
(Suffering/Patience)
"For one is approved if, mindful of God, he endures pain while suffering unjustly. For what credit is it, if when you do wrong and are beaten
for it you take it patiently? But if when you are right and suffer for it you take it patiently, you have God's approval." [1 Peter 2,19-20]
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